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It's been awhile. Not much new stuff from my last post though. But it is a new year so why not at least write a little.
Family wise...Oldest is definitly a teenager and I am not sure either he nor I are prepared for the next 5 plus years. He is doing alright in school, has issues with doing homework and I think he is finally challenged but he doesn't know what to do. My child after all??!!..The next in line is my good boy but he doesn't get nearly the amount of attention he would like so the attitude in him is starting to show, course almost teenager, suppose it is expected...The next child is still struggling with his medical probs and mentally has issues on how to deal with it, of course we all do....And last but certainly not least the 4 yr old, whom has decided to stay in the terrible two stage forever. For his age he does have a great sense of humor. But he is such a trouble maker and likes to break things, of course his oldest brother's things appeal to him the most. Ughhhh the oldest is pretty much done with him and I don't have an easy solution for any of it.
Husband has resorted back to his old ways, not completely but is just shy of being there completely again. Can't say I have helped in the matter. I at least talk to him and tell him what I am thinking and try to tell him why it bothers me but either I don't 'get it out' right or he really just don't care all that much. Doesn't help that the one thing that is bothering him I just can't fix, even though it is completely my fault we are there. I have been trying, for the most part and except for one thing at x-mas time I have included him or gotten his opinion on most everything, which is so much more than what I usually do. But still I am not sure what it is he wants from me at this point.
Then there is me, I still prefer my own little world. Weight wise, well I have gained over 20 pounds since I stopped working. All that hard work to lose and it just went out the window, and I never did lose all of it :(...Thought I had the right mind set to just get started again and stick with it, but as I sit here tonight I am not so sure. Maybe it because I have been in a bad(or emotional) mood. Maybe it is just because I am so sure I will fail again. All I do know is that I don't fit in any of my clothes and I can't afford to buy new ones so I better get off my ass and move it.
Well thought I had more to write but it is late and the kids go back to school tomorrow so I better get some zzz's.
Family wise...Oldest is definitly a teenager and I am not sure either he nor I are prepared for the next 5 plus years. He is doing alright in school, has issues with doing homework and I think he is finally challenged but he doesn't know what to do. My child after all??!!..The next in line is my good boy but he doesn't get nearly the amount of attention he would like so the attitude in him is starting to show, course almost teenager, suppose it is expected...The next child is still struggling with his medical probs and mentally has issues on how to deal with it, of course we all do....And last but certainly not least the 4 yr old, whom has decided to stay in the terrible two stage forever. For his age he does have a great sense of humor. But he is such a trouble maker and likes to break things, of course his oldest brother's things appeal to him the most. Ughhhh the oldest is pretty much done with him and I don't have an easy solution for any of it.
Husband has resorted back to his old ways, not completely but is just shy of being there completely again. Can't say I have helped in the matter. I at least talk to him and tell him what I am thinking and try to tell him why it bothers me but either I don't 'get it out' right or he really just don't care all that much. Doesn't help that the one thing that is bothering him I just can't fix, even though it is completely my fault we are there. I have been trying, for the most part and except for one thing at x-mas time I have included him or gotten his opinion on most everything, which is so much more than what I usually do. But still I am not sure what it is he wants from me at this point.
Then there is me, I still prefer my own little world. Weight wise, well I have gained over 20 pounds since I stopped working. All that hard work to lose and it just went out the window, and I never did lose all of it :(...Thought I had the right mind set to just get started again and stick with it, but as I sit here tonight I am not so sure. Maybe it because I have been in a bad(or emotional) mood. Maybe it is just because I am so sure I will fail again. All I do know is that I don't fit in any of my clothes and I can't afford to buy new ones so I better get off my ass and move it.
Well thought I had more to write but it is late and the kids go back to school tomorrow so I better get some zzz's.
posted by Sue @ 10:38 PM
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