Sophia's lastest blog post

I don't what is was in the last post but something hit me. I am sure she will tell me it is God. Well maybe it is or maybe it is just her words that share her passion. Overall it makes me realize that life isn't just about me and my anger is something that I need to deal with and my spitefulness is even more of something that needs work.

It is truly time to let go. It is time to stop treating eachother the way we have been. Between the hateful posts, the sneakiness, the conspiracies, whatever it is it is time to let go and move on.
I have taken out all of my posts relating to the online group. I was very harsh with the words I used to these people, these people that were supposed to be friends. I apologize for the way that I wrote out these statements, as I could have been much nicer about it. I was hurt and caught up in the moment and although I realize I was the one that left it does not mean that it didn't hurt me. I didn't have to leave it was a choice that I made. I am living my life, that's all just living it. This has been a tough year for a lot of people including myself. It takes me awhile to realize what my actions have on people and even longer to figure out how to deal with the consequences of those actions. I may never be able to tell them that I am sorry for hurting them but I am. Although they may not see it or realize it some of them have hurt me as well and I forgive them. I do not expect any type of fogivenss from them nor do I want it. It is just time to say goodbye and move on with our lives. Whatever the future holds for any of us I truly wish everyone a beautiful future filled with resolution and happiness.