Fuck!!!

fuck, fuck, fuck.....Just when things start to look up and are on a good path something has to bring it down. Not just something but his fucking truck something...I paid off some credit cards with the tax money, of course not the ones that can fix his truck. Not that I want to fix the thing. Our credit is so bad we won't qualify for a new(used)car. So we will soon be down to one car and I am not sure my car, which has over a hundred thousand miles on it, can handle the everday back and forth of both us.
Okay so cars breaking isn't the end of the world, I feel like I jinxed it though because last night we had talked and he agreed if I could make it happen without it costing too much that we drive to Florida and spend a week with my mom. I always said if I went to Florida with the kids that we go to Disney but I have decided that isn't important as my 90 year grandmother seeing her great-grandkids. One of which she has never met and the last time the kids saw her Matt was a few months old. So somehow I am going to make this work. Just not sure how yet....Must look at the positives in life for anything good to happen, right?